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i can’t forgive him
July 29, 2009 | |
woke up at 9am despite having nothing planned today. watch tv, had my bfast, basuh baju yang berlambak while trying to online.
tak dapat online until around 5pm. sucks! why tak dapat? dunno. dapat online pun sebab terfikir tok restart my vaio.
dush~
g lunch dgn kawan, nama terpaksa dirahsiakan, tapi dia dalam list (rujuk post sebelum-sebelum nih)
best a. seronok gak. i am naughty larrr…
balik umah around 4 plus. makan kopok lekor tok minum ptg, dua donut yg sangat2 sedap dan satu kuih yg ku lupa pulak daa namanya, aha pulut panggang!
kay. pas tu buka vaio and the rest is history.
makan dinner tadi pun depan vaio.
mandi dan solat kena dipaksa. tu pun dekat2 waktu nak habis baru buat. paham2 je la.
addicted.
pas tu, check gff (girl friend forever) punya page dalam fster. happen to cos she’s logged in.
tengok bahagian komen2 kengkawan die.
then dapat tau a shocking news. my heart beats so fast. i got teary a bit. i cant believe it.
my ex. he got himself engaged. i saw the pict.
hey, i wasnt sad. im just in shock. in awe? cant believe it.
called my gff, to ask her about it. she didnt pick up her hp.
call my bf to talk to him. i just need to talk to someone. he also didnt pick up his hp.
then i call hafiz (hambali). and i expresses what i felt.
i guess i havent forgive him. i …
there’s a lot of burning questions and there’s no answer.
maybe i dont need to ask why. maybe i just have to accept it.
i have to accept it. i have no choice.
after all this time, i still cant forgive him.
im so sorry, but i just cant.
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