“Take time to think about what you really want in your career. Make some changes.”

 

Coincidently i am reading Richard Branson’s book “Screw It, Let’s Do It” when i checked upon my horoscope of the day.

 

My cousin, Kak Ah commented on how its been some time since i wrote something. True, true. I was busy. Well.. not that busy that i didnt have the time to write. But i lost that keen of writing for a while. Now, im gathering my energy back and am starting again.

 

I bought some book yesterday. Talking about books; i just cant control the urge i have to visit mph every week and buy something. i mean, for these past two months, i have been buying books weekly. i man, i dont have to money to splurge on monthly, let alone weekly. but i just couldnt help myself. if there’s one thing i cant control is my passion for reading. food, i can control. i can even fast if i am tight with money. but books? uh nooooo…

 

Anyway, talking about my latest findings, Branson’s book was chosen bcos i love the language used and the way he narrated his stories. Its simple, understandable and fun! he makes his book fun to be read. and i just simply love his motto, ‘screw it, just do it!’ Notice that i change lets into just. yup, thats me… i usually do things in accordance to my guts. not that my instincts are right. but i trust them even though i make mistakes sometimes. i mean, of course i do, does make mistakes. i am human. and i am learning from my actions, experiences and life in general. well, no la, lets not call it mistakes, lets call it, bad judgement, bad timing, bad calculations, but dont call it mistakes. Cos if it were mistakes, things that i have today, things that i am today, will not be. i will not be me without all the things that has happened in my life. so let it be as it is.

 

i am soooo diverted from the original topic.

 

the book, yeah basically its almost the same stuff as most motivational aka life, biography books on famous people. but i like hiss’ as he makes everything so simple. and fun, did i mention fun? yes, well u gotta read it to know. for him, dont think to much, just do it. just go ahead and do something. dont sit around and wait. i agree. somethimes i do laze around and wait for something to happen and i think its okay, cos you do need to rest once in a while. but let your life be an adventure everyday. easy for me to say, here i am, writing in my blog like some fanatical bloggers who has to check on her fb or fs account every single day. anxiously waiting for any updates! haha~

 

other updates in my life; i didnt go to penang i planned. something came up with work and i was so damn occupied that i just couldnt go. it would be disastrous if i did. so instead i spend the weekends cleaning my room, pamper myself, went to mandarin class and met hang out with an old friend. and read. read ken follet’s ‘at world’s end’ until i finished. what a satisfying read that was.

 

what more eh? oh yeah, sidi went to unggul for two weeks so i was like, missing him a bit. but its okay. no biggie. i mean, at least we messages often. often to his vocab, is like, only when he needs me. but thats okay. i feel happy that he needs me, even if its only for his selfish reasons as, well, u know, siapa lagi yang sanggup tolong dia bila-bila masa… that doesnt make him a bad guy. he’s just taking advantage… okaaaayyy im making things worse here…

 

im going to cameron next week with ida and some of her friends.. cant wait. i want to buy a lotttt of flowers for my own selfish satisfaction! and eat strawberries. and take cute pictures. happy pictures. strolling hand-in-hand-… oops, walking and wandering with my friends, breathing the i-hope fresh air etc… cant wait!

 

my mom’s going to swak after christmas until the new year, so basically im alone for a week plus++. not sure what are my plans yet for christmas and new year. maybe hang out with sidi and watch twilight??? ~wink!

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